T.H.E.E.N.D and T.H.E.B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G

Today is the last day of December. FINALLY 31st December 2010 comes..The month full of a series of unfortunate events will finally come to an end,hopefully.THE END that i have been waiting for..

December is a mad month.I feel the anger, the miserable, being total loser, the one that let my frens down, wasted my time n money on things i dont have to..the things that i regretted.. Too many things, bad n ugly things happened in this very month..mayb Allah dun want me to be too happy in 2010. I only can wish for better years ahead..

2010 is all about my internship. June 2010 was the beginning of a joyful 8 months ( 7months actually, december not counted :P ). This is the time when you have some extra money in your pocket, that you wont hesitate to spend. This is the time that you have full freedom of what you want to do, want to see, want to have. Just your rational limits your action, since no one will be there to stop you from what ever you want to do. To summarize, internship is actually a short period of time, a glimpse at the future of you. The things you did during your internship more likely what you will do when you are working, minus your frens around you. So to those are currently or going to internship, appreciate it and spend your time wisely as this is the moment that you wont forget the most.

Tomorrow is 2011, I will be a CHEMICAL ENGINEERING FINAL YEAR student..The end of student life just 1 year away..And I'm gonna miss my student life so much..Gonna miss my frens..but lets enjoy our last year together as UTP student..

To my CJ7 mates, happy new year..to my Jan07 frens, let us meet again after 8 long months, rejoin and freshen up our friendship..and lastly, happy ENDternship.

Every BEGINNING has ENDING,
Every ENDING creates another BEGINNING.

T.H.E.E.N.D of internship, T.H.E.B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G of final year.
T.H.E.E.N.D of final year, T.H.E.B.E.G.I.N.N.I.N.G of.......--> have to wait 2012

Peace NO WAR!

Alahai Tron Legacy, BBQ vs Concert Gemuruh Search + Wings, MY MISTAKE!!!

Isk2..Mingu nih merupakan antara dilemma plg teruk pernah aku alami..Wikend nih gak antre plg fuck up penah aku rase...dem tol..Semua nyer sbb timing yang salah...Semua nyer sbb cuai.. Semua nyer sbb salah aku..dem2..

Kisah 1 : Alahai Tron Legacy
Ari kamis aritu Tron Legacy premier. Di sebab kan aku peminat tron since cte die yang first dulu, maka eksaited nyer saye nk tgk cte fevret nih. Actually aku ske light cycle die. Stylo kot motor tuh. Disebabkan scholar baru msk, Tron Legacy 3D menjadi pilihan. Jumaat, 9pm, hall 6,GSC Queensbay Mall jadi tampt pilihan. Betapa kecewa nyer la hati, cerita yang xbest. From one side agak bazir RM17.50 tgk cte nih. Efek n CGI 10/10. Tapi storyline n plot so sux. Xbest lnsg, busan. Kecewa nyer r......Sorry kepada dak2 Intel Penang dan Kulim, sbb aku yang beria-ria sgt ajak korg tgk, tp cte x best. Sory kecewakan korg n bazirkan duit korg...adess...


Kisah 2 : BBQ vs Concert Dabel Trouble Gemuruh Search + Wings
Esok nyer ade BBQ dgn Celesticos. Program telah di plan smingu awal oleh gadis2 Celesticos yang sgt rajin n bnyk berkorban kudrat dan masa untuk preparation BBQ. THANK YOU saye ucap kn (siyes nih). Best mknn korg sediakan. Tmpt pilihan plak Taman Negara Pulau Pinang. Aktiviti start dari pagi hingga lewat ptg. Actually smpi kol 3-4ptg da xd bende nk buat da. Except dak2 kaki memancing msh memancing dari pg mase baru smpi till ptg.. Aku lak xske memancing, so what should I do? Nak mandi ade obor2 plak. So kalo balik time tuh mst smpt nk catch up Deli n gang ke Concert Search and Wings kol 8.45pm kat Seberang Jaya. Malang nyer....

Mase bot tuh tanye nk amik kol brape aku senyap jer, sbb aku assume bnyk la aktiviti nk buat till lewat ptg. N aku xnk gak bersuara cakap aku nk g concert malam tuh. Dalam ati aku, mst diorg akan bising. "Ape nih, kate nk BBQ tapi sebok2 lak nk g concert" atau "Penting kan diri do ko, org nk BBQ same2 ko sebok2 concert plak". Adess..pedas tuh. So dak nih ckp bot dtg amik kol 6.30pm. Lewat tuh~ Aku tanye "kol 6.30 ptg ke?" dua tiga kali dgn hrpn msj smpi (awal la sket)..Tapi jelas aku di endah kan oleh sume org.ok aku senyap....

Lagipon aku nk g concert tuh sorg2, xajak dak2 len. Takut gak ade terasa ati. Tapi bile da ptg tuh xd bende nk buat, keinginan aku mengatasi rasional. Aku nk pegi gak. Bukan ape, dapat tiket FREE (RM70) KOT!!!!Search + Wings KOT!!! Dah tuh dekat Seberang Jaya je KOT!!!AAAAAAAA.....Bukan xnk ajak yang len, tapi tiket mahal tuh. Tiket free lak limited giler. Kalo aku cte mst ade yang terasa ati..But the boring was killing me at that time...Aku hanya mampu mengasingkan diri. Jalan sensorg tepi pantai, termenung tgk ikan2 dlm laut. Dalam ati cukup caci maki pasal kesilapan diri..dem..adess....Tunggu bot 6.30pm.

Tapi, aku msh takut2 nk ckp kat sume org. Cakap kat Wani suro pangil bot, line plak xd. Xnk pakse sbb mmg aku salah..Xd harapan da nk tgk concert yang BEST dan TIKET FREE burn begitu sahaja.. Emo bermula........Nape la xckp kat bot tuh dtg amik awal sket? Nape la BBQ mst timing same ngan Concert tuh?Kenape??????????????????????????????????????????????

Tak nak salah kn sesiapa sbb mmg salah aku. Salah diri sndr.. Kalo ikutkan mmg aku nk tarik diri dari BBQ n pegi Concert tuh. Sbb pluang camtuh jarang skali aku dapat. Dan sgt jujur aku katakan, dlm idop aku malang lebih bnyk berlaku kat diri aku berbanding lucky. It is a fact. Tapi sbb beberapa isu, nk jaga ati kawan, sbb mmber da plan lame da, aku pegi gak BBQ tuh. Xcte kat org len kecuali sorg dua mntk pendapat. Antara nasihat aku dapat, berkorban la sket tuk org len. Jage ati mmber yang da penat berusaha. Tapi just kadang2 terpkr, memang kalo kite nk jaga ati org len, kite mesti melukakan ati sndr ke?


Kisah 3 : MY MISTAKE!!!
Seperti post before nih, n rase guilty masih menebal dalam diri.. Sory osmate sbb menganiaya ko. Siyesly sory. Aku akan cube recover mane mampu, Aku da mntk tlg kat Deli. Insya Allah ble recover sket walo bukan sume. Sory yang teramat sgt......


Kesimpulan : This week ain't my week. This week sux. This week should be erased from my life. SUX!!

GRAVE MISTAKE!!!!!!!!!!

Hurm2...rase bersalah la plak malam nih. Niat di hati ingin membantu, tapi malangnyer bawak masalah..adess....
Sorry abu raihan. Aku xd niat nk lipak or make gu...tapi...xsengaja..
Aku nk tolong format jer, tapi aku xtau lak ko swapped C ngan D ko..in the end aku format D ko plak..ilang 80GB..soryy bu, siyes do..n salah aku gak termiss bc primary ngan system kat partition hard disk ko..ptt nyer bole tahu mane satu C ngan D kat situ..adess...


Abes ilang sume data memory daun pisang, gamba2 video2..
Kenangan2 dgn tae yeon ko sume ilang..aa..sory do...

p/s : moral of the story, jgn terlalu brani format pc org. Kesilapan macam nih undo-able. Permanent damage. GRAVE MISTAKE~!!!!!

Buat kesekian kali nyer aku mntk maap bu..AARRGHH..fuck tol la wikend nih..cib....

Yamaha SSTwo JFG2477 Melipat Tuan

Yamaha SSTwo JFG 2477

Ini la motor buruk kesayangan aku. Umur da menjengah 11 tahun. Kuda tua nih banyak giler berjasa dengan aku n abang aku. Menabur bakti dengan abang Din sejak 1999. Berulang - alik Batu Pahat dengan Muar perkara biase. Ape ade hal??

Sejak tahun 2007, kuda tua nih bertukar owner. Dapat owner baru yang lg macho dan ganas. Aku la tuh.haha...1st time dapat motor nih, SStwo nih masuk klinik. Almaklumlah, mesin tua. Macam-macam da nk kene tuka. Service lagi, tukar cover set(local jer) ganti yang lame da pecah2. Dan macam2 lagi la..abes r gak beberapa rat. Ingat lagi ms tuh, epi giler dlm ati. Dapat motor free. Haha..Siap sume nyer , bermula la idop JFG2477 di bumi UTP plak.

Pas UTP, bile internship start, kuda tua nih masih setia dgn tuan die. Ikut je owner die pegi Kulim. Enjin tua ternyata xmengecewakan ati aku. Dari Perak ke Kedah tanpa sebarang mslh. Syukur ALHAMDULILLLAH. JFG2477 tetap setia dgn aku. Menjadi peneman untuk pergi ke Penang dari Kulim, ade r dalam 40 mnt tanpa sbrg mslh yang memeningkan kepala. Malang nyer 2 ari lepas, JFG2477 tunjuk belang, dan berjaya melipat aku.

Tanggal 6 dec 2010, JFG2477 tunjuk belang. OTW pulang ke rumah, tetibe motor senggut2. Da la tgh memotong motor n kete kat depan. Nasib bek diorg x sondol. Slow2 pegi ke bahu jalan...Ouh dem, tgk meter minyk bnyk lagi. Kenape lak nih???Motor rosak ke??? Da la bateri hp abes, nk blk uma jauh la gak. Nasib bek ade heroin Wani yang kebetulan lalu depan aku."Erm cik, nk tmpg bole?"..haha...

Tq kepada saudara Aik tlg tunda motor yang xbernyawa tuh blk. Suspek spark plug rosak kot. Pegi la beli yang baru n replace with new one. Malang nyer masih xidop gak. Kenape ek?Sape ble tlg bgtau nape moto aku x nk idop?Cube teka...

JWPN: Minyak abes!!!Meter minyak motor aku rosak..AAAAA...dem2...bazir duit bli spark plug ngan pembuka plug baru, penat tunda motor, dan kerisauan yang aku rase. Buang karan btol laaaaaaaaaaaa...
Setelah sekian lame akhir nyer JFG2477 melipat gak aku..OMG, mmg duk sini kene lipat shj..Moral of the story, sile la check minyk moto kalo moto korg wat problem..haha..Jgn caye kat meter minyak tuh..Dusta semata2..haha

p/s : pesanan dari penaja, jage keselamatan diri di atas jalan raya..Helmet jgn lupe pki tau...

Ubat kalo terlalu GEMBIRA = Game QWOP

Arini half day..sbb nyer lack of sleep..sape suro tdo kol 4 pg lebih..tp xp r..demi mmber aku sangup berkorban..haha..poyo giler..Senanyer aku xsehat sgt, Batuk-batuk thanx to Abu Raihan n selsema sket n rase mcm demam..plus lak xcukup tdo. Nasib bek SV Mr Paul Louis yang hensem xksh sgt. Die bg aku half day.Thanx Paul :)

Di kala bermain2 tenet nih, terjmp satu game. Umum nyer game di ciptakan untuk menghilang kn tension dan untuk bergembira. Tapi malang nyer game aku jmp nih pasti akan buat korg skt pale, skt ati n makin tension.

http://www.foddy.net/Athletics.html

Sile la klik n bukak. Bukak pki Chrome tau(sj promote Chrome). Game nih dlm srjh idop aku, 1st time jmp yang bole buat ko makin geram. Tahap difficulty yang sgt dahsyat sehingga gamer2 terulung pon pasti akan tepuk dahi, tepuk tangan(bukan tepuk seblah tangan) dan frust menonggeng. Untuk mendapat kn 1.4 meter pon amat la susah, lagi la nk capai 100 meter.OMG!!!~~

Mule-mule bukak mcm simple je game nih..Pakai kerbod tekan butang QWOP jer.. Ape susah?Ape ade hal?

Lepas puas mencuba dan mencube, hanye ini shj rekod yang terbaek aku capai. Fullstop. Da cukup tensen da sgn selsema n batuk, tambah lagi tensen ngan game nih.haha...

Korg kalo rase terlalu epi sgt, n perlu untuk mentension kan diri korg, bek korg cube game nih..MUJARAB giler kot..di jamin!!haha...

Surrender - by Billy Talent

Now 3 am but still in Penang but 8am later today need to be in Kulim..argh..malas nyer....pas subo la gerak...
Hey wait I wanna listen to this song...Billy Talent -Surrender........
This is my fav song recently. Listening to it 24/7 (LOL)..
U can listen to it as I put in my blog..actually u r listening to it..huhu
Really loved it because of the music and also the lyrics..
This song speaks some of what in my heart and mind..
Give comment bout this song..hehe..
p/s : my fav part of the song is "I think I found a flower in a field of weeds"..haha..

Surrender by Billy Talent 

She reads a book from across the street,

Waiting for someone that she'll never meet,

Talk over coffee for an hour or two,

She wonders why I'm always in a good mood,

Killing time before she struts her stuff,

She needs support and I've become the crutch,

She'll never know how much she means to me,

I'd play the game but I'm the referee,

[CHORUS]

(Surrender)

Every word, every thought, every sound

(Surrender)

Every touch, every smile, every frown

(Surrender)

All the pain we've endured until now

(Surrender)

All the hope that I lost you have found

(Surrender) Yourself to me

Even though I know what I'm looking for

She's got a brick wall behind her door

I'd travel time and confess to her

But I'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger

[CHORUS]

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,

Searching until my hands bleed,

This flower don't belong to me,

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,

I think I found a flower in a field of weeds,

Searching until my hands bleed,

This flower don't belong to me,

This flower don't belong to me,

Why can't she belong to me?

Every word, every thought, every sound,

Every touch, every smile, every frown,

All the pain we've endured until now,

All the hope that I lost, you have found,

[CHORUS 2x]

(Surrender)

I never had the nerve to ask

(Surrender)

Has my moment come and passed?

(Surrender)

I never had the nerve to ask

(Surrender)

Has my moment come and passed?

(Surrender)

I never had the nerve to ask

(Surrender)

Has my moment come and passed?

(Surrender)

I never had the nerve to ask